January 2010
Mmm :/
I put up a front, because I don’t want to let people in. I put up a front so people will let me in. I put up a front because I’m scared of my true self. I’m scared of what I really want in life. I’m scared of everything actually. :/ I wish I could open up more.
Just for you!
You pulled me back before I wondered off.
I’ve been flying high since I accepted everything.
Why it took me so long? I will never know.
But what I do know is,
that I’m your love forever.
No if’s, and’s or but’s.
Your arms are where I long to be.
By your side until the day I die.
Holding hands always feels so right.
I can’t help but smile so bright.
I...
Amazing.
Daniel has seen me at my worse, kept me, loved me and now he is convinced that if I am happy then he is. It’s such a bullshit line because I use that on him all the time when I’m crying on the inside, but have a blank stare and a smile on my face. I say it because my bestfriend does ground me. He helps me through everything by just listening. But I know he’s hurting on the inside...
My horoscope
Beware of setting your sights too high in matters of the heart today, dear AlexandriaElyse. The pairing of the Fool and the Moon indicates that your hopes are sure to be dashed. You have a tendency to idealize the people you love, but reality will show you that you’ve invested too much in them or in your relationship. Which is why you’re in danger of being disillusioned. Remember,...
Someone wrote this...not taking credit but it's...
You know how when you were a kid and you believed in fairy tales? That fantasy of what your life would be. White dress, Prince Charming, Who’d carry you away to a castle on a hill. You’d lie in bed at night and close your eyes, and you had complete and utter faith. Santa Claus, the Tooth Fairy, Prince Charming, they were so close, you could taste them. But eventually, you grow up. One...
So there is this kid at my school....
rainblow:
You know I’m still waiting for a phone call that hasn’t come!!!
he wrote a book. and Zachary Raul I don’t care if you see this and then gossip about it. He wrote this really nice considerate book about his little brother who is autistic, and he does all these caring things for the community. The irony in it is that he is such a prick, always making fun of me(it doesn’t...
Remember the days
Of Ramona Convent and how I used to be quite in love with that one girl! Oh how she was amazing! :)<333
Why do I love him????!
Gahhhhh!!! I really don’t know!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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My sister didn't
say goodbye to me this morning :’/
Does anyone
know how to love another, properly?
Am I sure
that I want to make it through the rain, to a sunny day…by your side? Or should I move on?
But,
Keep holding on, you know we’ll make it through <|3
I can't
just be your friend. I’m too jealous of a person when it comes to you.
I wish
You understood how you made me feel.
I need
SPACE. :/
:/
I’m not sure if I’m ready to see you. Especially in a place I don’t know.
I just got a tumblr app<333
I'm scared I'll never know what it's like to wake...
(via tommmy)
I agree. :/ I miss you twinny. Why the eff do we always go through the sameee sheet? Oh because we’re twinnys. :]
BLEH.
I wish I could be able to say you were still mine….
.
Nothing can pull me out of this downfall. The words that once used to mean the world to me don’t mean shit, so what I’m saying is you don’t mean shit.
I can’t wait to move, I can’t wait to get out of here. I promise I’ll make a roadtrip to go to EastBay with Jayyy, Bryan and Ben.
For the most part, I’m empty inside. And I hope you’re glad you broke...
Mmmmmm
“I’m serious though. If you spend your life worrying about the big what if’s, you’ll end up a shriveled old fag hag in a hut somewhere with fifty cats, afraid to come out for fear that the Big What-If will strike you dead once your moccasins hit the gravel.”
“We drown our doubts, in fine champagne, and sooth our souls with fine cocaine. I...”
– Billy Joel [Lady Gaga just tweeted that]
...
Can we just go back to the time when I was sure that you loved me?
Can we just go back in time when everything was perfect?
I loved you so much.
I let you in.
And now you are fully inside of my heart.
Can you hear it breaking as I’m walking away?
Even though we still talk, I feel the distance.
It breaks my heart. Can you hear it?
Or do you just hear me screaming your name at night?
You...
I haven't blogged in a while.
I miss you so much.
I like the fire in my lings and the physical pain because it shows me that even as you’re slipping away, I am still alive.